guess future post would be something lik dis. don really hav e time n chance 2 update 2 often, its wad happens when u hav siblings lik mine, so i'll just clump everything together.
ok so this wk was shorter den most, with youth day hols on mon... wen 2 see e shrink. really hope she can help though i hav a guess as 2 y i hav my prob. e rest of days were kinda uneventful, other then being locked out of the house n ended up havin tuition at e void deck, n e interviews.

e interviews sort of made it more obvious that there were great misunderstandings within e council itself, wonder if many others see it 2. really unsure as to how to n whether or not to help try solve things, really pity e next batch cos no matter which path dey choose, its gonna be hard. hope no more ppl choose 2 back out. though u ppl would prob not see this, i really hope u guys hang in dere.

it may seem lik a sucky job(it may very well turn out 2 b) but its a really great exp. n im sayin this even with LOL as e president. while i try 2 remain neutral, his hols meeting stunt really smashed my reason. based on that, he is not fit 2 interview de next batch, much less decide who's in n who's out. though u ppl would prob not see this, i really hope u guys hang in dere.

very worried bout dance 2. as e few of us know of e situation, *sigh*... i really hope to be able 2 come back to a NHDS n b proud of it. sec 3s! i noe u r all adjusting, but u all really need 2 buck up. if everyone jus put in a small effort, e job is simplified by many times. den lower sec... e sec 2s are markedly alot better compared to start of e yr though many are learnin bad habits frm e sec 3s n frm some older seniors too... i say we giv e sec1s a bashing... e girls are gd n dey noe it, but dat doesnt giv dem e right 2 show off bout it. N dey are actually known 2 suck up 2 ppl!!! Omg... so cheap. n e guys are jus as pathetic as e girls are strong, which means dey are VERY BAD!... n i thought my batch were bad.

as to my month long adventure, i guess im finally putting it in a box 4 storage, but im afraid i'll never 4 get it. esp e pain... u noe it hurts soo bad, but 4 e sake of those who u do not wan 2 affect, all e pain is stuffed into a over flowing cupboard, threatening to come out at any time. thanks to all e ppl who helped me through it, am really grateful. n 2 u, lik i said, i'll continue waiting... its quite odd. i can charm e mothers of my friends but seem lik an idiot wen it comes to bgr. i should be a sales man n con all e old gen ppl.

so muggings back on track n no more time 2 be wasted feeling sorry 4 myself. can do timed prac n do em well... xcept dat its still simple 4 now.

think dats long enough... will return at e next chance