im gonna fast forward to today. e night b4 e O's results. i seem 2 be experiencing dis weird sense of calm when i think bout e results... could be i've already accepted dat i may do like really badly. oh well. its out of my hands.im actually more worried bout wad will happen next.

i was jus looking at e notes veronica passed 2 me e other day, n i realised i had learnt some of it b4 e O's n now i cant rmb anything! dat is real troubling cos i hav no idea how much i hav lost over my long n extended hols.

anyway, all e best 2 all who are collecting their results tmr!



when does one come 2 e point where one recognises dat it is futile 2 continue trying? are there signs that offer insight about what is really going on?